I opened up my e-Mail to see a message by some random guy telling me how he admired my "hot figure so sexy". Not thinking much of it I ignored it and carried about my daily routines which consist of redditing and watching old French films.
Next day, I got another similarly worded e-Mail by that guy. Somewhat creeped, I decided to ignore it yet again.
Then, I got a message by that guy on Facebook.
"Hi I like you I wanna make friendship.
I saw some sexy pics of you in the bathroom do you wanna see?"
This was what he sent me, albeit with more spelling mistakes and horrid grammar.
I was pretty shook up but I still chalked him up to various other Facebook creeps a moderately average looking girl faces in her life. (pls note modesty)
Later that night he sent me some pictures but I didn't open them because I wanted to ignore him so he would go away. The next morning he sent me another message.
Today, I opened these messages just to get rid of the annoying notification. I saw 4 photos that hadn't loaded yet. I wasn't aware that he sent me pictures too.
They loaded.
And I saw.
Pictures of me. Naked. In sexually explicit poses.
Pictures I clicked as a 15 year old teenager at the height of her sexual discovery.
Pictures I would never want even my boyfriend to possess.
Pictures of an unconsenting minor.
My heart was beating fast. All blood rushing, time was frozen.
I kept staring at my breasts, my hands, my face, my body.
I'd only read about this happening to other people. All looping around the same thread of words around their minds like beads of a holy rosary.
"Why me?"
How did he get those pictures? How did he find my identity?
How dare he?
Immediately, I started thinking about the girl in school whom everyone stopped talking to because her nudes leaked.
I thought about The Fappening. I thought about the girls reported in news who end up killing themselves or running away because their pictures got distributed.
Is this what I'm going to be?
